Psalm 142
"Bring
my soul out of prison, that I may praise thy name: the righteous shall compass
me about; for thou shalt deal bountifully with me." -Psalm 142:7
Psalm 142 was written
while David was in a cave, hiding. We do not know exactly which cave, but
probably either Engedi (1st Samuel 24:1-3) or Adullam (1st Samuel 22:2).
Regardless, king David was having a rough time. This chapter of the Bible
jumped out at me and encouraged my heart. It was like reading my
biography.
"I
cried unto the LORD with my voice; with my voice unto the LORD did I make my
supplication. I poured out my complaint before him; I shewed before him my
trouble. " -Psalm 142:1-2
This is what we should
all do when troubles come, pour our our complaints to God. The Hebrew word
for "complaint" simply means "to pray, or communicate with God." David was
making a request to God. Back in Moses' day, God was upset with the
Israelites for complaining about the quality of the food they were being given.
As a matter of fact, they complained about nearly everything. This was sin
and God punished them for it (thousands died). David however was
complaining because someone was trying to kill him (a quite different
situation), and David couldn't fight back (not against God's anointed, king
Saul). It's not wrong to complain to God about legitimate problems in our
life, but God does not like when we don't appreciate what He has already
provided for us. David was not complaining in the sense of being
unappreciative, David was asking God to deliver him from his "persecutors"
(verse 6).
There is a big difference.
I complain to God all the time, but not in a
selfish way. I complain about the iniquity in America, the injustice of
Enron, the ecumenical movement, the abortion industry, the gambling casinos, the
beer factories, the spiritual wickedness in high places, and just about
everything else. I ask God to bring justice and judgment back to our land.
I ask Jesus to strengthen the Christians across America and to burn a fire in
their hearts to get busy for God. There's is much we can all do to
influence America for God. I worry about people (especially Christians
believers) who have no passion for truth and justice! I don't know
about you, but I want to make a difference for God! I'm really upset
that so much corruption exists and nothing is being done about it (like $59
billion disappearing from HUD and then Bill Clinton pardons the man who was
convicted for the crime). That's tax-payer dollars being stolen! The
money was never recovered!
I also sometimes complain
to the Lord that heathens like rock star Ozzy Osborne are paid $20,000,000
contracts for being wicked, while God's righteous children struggle in factories
to make ends meet. The Holy Spirit always reminds me that everything which
Jesus owns is mine also, and that I have salvation...which is worth more than
all the riches in the universe. Heaven belongs to those who die in the
Lord, having their sins washed away by the precious blood of Jesus. Ozzy
has nothing because he doesn't have Jesus Christ, sad but true. I am very
rich indeed, for I have Jesus and His Word. Jesus lives in my heart as the
Holy Spirit of God. We have so many blessings to be thankful for, even the
air we breathe and take for granted. I know that God is happy when sin
makes His children angry, when we stand up for God and speak the truth
(Psalm 94:16).
Psalm 142 is special to
me because...as I mentioned, it is my biography...I have been there!
"When
my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then thou knewest my path. In the way
wherein I walked have they privily laid a snare for me." -Psalm 142:3
David said his enemies
had privily (secretly) laid a trap for him to step into. I've had people
do this to me before. It's a very hurtful experience when someone cheats
or hurts you, or when somebody spreads lies about you (or even worse, the
truth). People just love to gossip and tear-down other people.
Because I am a Christian, I've learned that some people will just sit in wait
(as a predator), just waiting for you to stumble and mess up. Then when
you finally do stumble, they are overjoyed inside to go tell everyone what a
great big hypocrite you are. But do you know what? They are the big
hypocrite because they are the one doing the judging. The hypocrite in
Matthew 7 is not the person with the beam in his or her own eye, it's the person
with the beam in their eye who casts judgment upon someone else's sliver.
Jesus was teaching that since we are ALL ditty-rotten sinners, no one has a
right to judge another. The fact is that we all have a beam in our eye,
but most people only see the sliver.
"When
my spirit was overwhelmed within me, then thou knewest my path. In the way
wherein I walked have they privily laid a snare for me." -Psalm 142:3
Notice that David said he
was "overwhelmed" inside. Have you ever felt overwhelmed by emotions?
I have. David says in Psalm 142:7 that his "soul was in prison."
Ever felt like your soul was in prison?, like you'd never get out of debt?, like
life would never get any better?, like people were a lost cause?...I have.
People can really get you down sometimes (John 16:22). There's been times in my life when I felt like all the walls were closing-in
around me, like everything in the world was wrong. I know what it's like
to want to die, but you know you have to keep on living because you have a
family who needs you. And let me say, I was right with God during this
time! I was drawn more and more into the wondrous truths of God's Word.
I know God had a purpose in all this to prepare me for the burdens ahead.
You really don't understand the truth until you live the truth, when your at the
bottom of life looking up. The Bible comes alive when you feel like your
dead. Read how David felt in Psalm 55:6...
"And I
said, Oh that I had wings like a dove! for then would I fly away, and be at
rest." -Psalm 55:6
David wished he could
have grown wings and just flown away...ever been there? There have been
umpteen times in my life when I have felt this way. Sometimes I'd just
like to quit my job, take my family, and head for a nice warm island to
live...with no bills, no city noises, no buses, no planes, no
phone, no car, no people, no pollution, no bosses, no buildings, no knocks at the front door, no
fishing licenses, no taxes, no mail, etc..
If you've ever received
that bad news at your front door, you know the fear that lingers every time you
hear a knock at your door. The same is true with the phone and the mail
box. I dread checking my mail, answering the door and the phone.
I've received enough bad news to last a lifetime. What can we do?
I now check my mail only once every couple weeks...I forget about the mail.
I have a big mail box I built inside the door. I don't let it control me,
I check it when I feel like it.
I have an answering machine, I keep my
ringer down. My time is MY TIME. I have learned little ways to
control the life which God has given me. If you don't take control, you
will have no life. I worked midnights years ago and
slept afternoons. I
turned the phone off every afternoon. It worked great. Sometimes you have to take
drastic measures because people (especially your own family) will abuse you
(even though they likely don't intend to).
I've learned to say "no" to people from church as well. Just say
"no."
You can't work in
a church ministry all Saturday, you've got things that need to be done at the
house. People won't take no for an answer sometimes. Most important,
you owe it to your wife to watch the kids so she can get a much-needed break on
Saturdays...family must come before ministry. If you can make time to
serve in a ministry, that's great...but not at the expense of your family. I could see why many people
would like to grow wings and fly away as David wanted to. Years ago,
I was a bit discouraged and someone bought me an encouraging card. The
card said...
I never forgot that card,
and the above statement is a classic. It's not the big things in life that
wear us down, it's the mundane and routine things that wear us down.
David was tired, he was always looking over his shoulder. David wanted to
fly away from his problems, but he knew it wasn't possible. David was
discouraged, he felt like no one was his friend. He was convinced that no
one cared about his soul. David couldn't find someone to give him refuge
so he ended up in a cave. Everyone was afraid to help David (just as most
people today are afraid to help those in trouble). No one wanted David
around because they knew Saul was after him.
"I
looked on my right hand, and beheld, but there was no man that would know me:
refuge failed me; no man cared for my soul." -Psalm 142:4
David turned
to the Lord God, which is always the best thing to do.
"I
cried unto thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my refuge and my portion in the land
of the living." -Psalm 142:5
David had many enemies,
especially Saul. What was David to do? He had a problem that wasn't
going to go away anytime soon. Do you have any problems like that, I do.
There's just some burdens that I will have to live with for years to come.
I can only do so much as one human being, I cannot control the higher powers
that be. We are living in a wicked world. DCFS tried to force our
11 year old daughter to take a dangerous drug (Depakote, a derivative of valproic acid).
I had to hire a lawyer to defend my family, I've already been billed for over
$20,000...my family will be in debt for years to come (and I'm the only one
working). I know how David felt when he just wanted to fly away.
I
have made phone call after phone call, but no man careth for my soul. No
one wants to get involved. The
media doesn't care, I've gone to several of them. The state sure doesn't care.
I can't find a lawyer who thinks we have a case to sue DCFS. Who has power
against DCFS? I went to the Lord and He will have to avenge us. Our
lawyer may be able to get us out of the system (hopefully), but only God can
avenge us of the misery and sorrow DCFS and the Board of Education have caused my poor wife.
She's been sick often
because of all this, it's been going on for well over a year now. Whatever
the outcome, our daughter will not have to take any drug...but now were in a
financial prison. There are more burdens, but I'll spare you the detail.
I know how David felt...
"Attend
unto my cry; for I am brought very low: deliver me from my persecutors; for they
are stronger than I." -Psalm 142:6
David was in an
overwhelming situation. He felt very low, betrayed, humiliated and broken. David, who had killed a fierce lion with his bare
hands! David, who had slain the Philistine giant Goliath with a mere sling
shot! David, who had slain his ten thousands! Now David finds
himself hiding in a cave with no where to turn but to the Lord for help.
Sometimes, we will have no where to turn but to the Lord Jesus Christ for help.
David's soul was in a prison, he wanted out but saw no way of escape.
"Bring
my soul out of prison, that I may praise thy name: the righteous shall compass
me about; for thou shalt deal bountifully with me." -Psalm 142:7
Is your soul in a prison?
Is your heart living in a dark cave of life? Do you have burdens that your
family and friends just can't help you with? Have you come to the end of
yourself? I am there too my friend, be of good cheer, I am there too.
As David, I can only turn to my God in desperation and plead for deliverance
from mine enemies. David said in Psalm 142:6 that he had been "brought
very low." David cried unto the Lord.
"For
we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our
infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.
Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy,
and find grace to help in time of need." -Hebrews 4:15-16
We have a wonderful
promise from God in Hebrews 4:14-15. Because we are cleansed by the blood
of Jesus, we have a God-purchased RIGHT to the throne of grace. Jesus paid
for this right. We surely don't deserve it, but God loves us and has made
this provision for us with His own blood which He shed for our sins. Jesus
is our High Priest Who intercedes for us in heaven. God wants us to BOLDLY
approach His throne of grace to obtain mercy...to HELP in time of NEED.
God has promised to help us, but we must plead for His mercy. God owes us
nothing, we must petition God (make supplication) concerning our burdens.
If we are not arrogant and self-willed, He will help us. God is real
my friend, He sits upon His throne in heaven. Through our spirit, we can stand before that throne
if we will only pray.
Prayer is a serious matter, be careful what you ask
God. If your soul is in prison, take your burdens to the Lord and leave
them there. Cast your cares upon God (1st Peter 5:7). If the burdens
don't go away, hang in there because unshakable faith comes from having your
faith shaken! And what pleases God? FAITH! (Hebrews 11:6). So
it is very true then that more problems in our life please God, because more
problems cause us to have a stronger faith (which pleases God even more).
God is not pleased to watch us suffer, He is pleased that we don't give up on
Him. If you ask God for more faith, then you WILL be sent a multitude of
new problems to build your faith. This is why I say be careful what you
pray. God loves those of His children who hang in there no matter what
happens. I love this next verse. Listen to what Job said...
"Though
he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways
before him." -Job 13:15
Job said, "I don't care
if God kills me, I'm not going to give up!" Job had a great faith!
So there is a silver lining to every burden, though it may not seem joyous at
the moment. Perhaps you ask, "Do you really believe all that?"
Yes I do, but I don't like it one bit. I'd rather not have the burdens,
but they're here...so I might as well do what James said and count it all joy (a
silver lining). I hate problems! Unfortunately, they keep coming one
after the other.
I'll say this though, if I hadn't carried the burdens
which afflicted me years ago, I wouldn't have had the strength to bare the
burdens I have now. That makes me worry what burdens may come in the
future, but I half to leave that in God's hands. I am the Lord's and He
has promised to encamp round about me to watch over me. I wouldn't have
learned all the Bible truths I've learned if I didn't have these burdens.
I also realize that my burdens are not as heavy as the burdens of many other
people. I am grateful to God!
"My
brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing
this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience
have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing."
-James 1:2-4
Has James lost his mind?
No, not at all! The trials in our life will make us stronger if we hang in
there for God. Ever heard the saying, "That which does not defeat us only
makes us stronger?" This is true! Many people turn to drugs, alcohol
and sin when the rough times come. What we need to do is seek closeness
with the Lord. We need to live in the Word of God. We need to pray
about everything. Do you know what encourages me more than anything else
when I'm discouraged, getting the gospel out. The next time you are sad, leave a few
tracks for someone to read.
Create a website. It was my own burdens
which prompted me to start this website. I spent months putting it
together for the Lord. I wanted to do something for God to cheer myself
up. I have found great peace in living for the Lord, despite all the
problems. I won a man to the Lord recently at work, and have been helping
another to grow in the Lord. That's what makes me happy, knowing that
someone will be in heaven and I had a small part in leading them to Jesus.
God bless you, I hope this has helped you some. ~by David J. Stewart, June 2003
